Thursday, 9 September 2010

He Makes Me Happy In My Heart


Sooo, I haven't used this blog in actually forever, but I decided I think that its time I start using it properly again.. I'm going to start using this to tell the world random things about my life, how I'm feeling or where I've been and the things ive done. I'm also going to use the blog to show pictures of the work I've done etc etc...

Anywayy back to the point. This post is dedicated to Steveyyy James Gilkes, he may never read this post as I may not choose to tell him I've written it, but I'm going to start babbling on anywayyy... I met this amazing boy called Steveyy at the new job that I started this summer in the cinema, when I first saw him I thought woooowwww that guy is beautiful and proceeded to tell every person I saw how hot he was. Back then he was just hot Steveyy from work but now he's a whole lot more :)

We some how managed to spend a whole ten days together after my 20th birthday and we never ever got bored, there was not a moment where either of us thought about how long I'd been there, and there was never an awkward silence. Its fair to say that this is quite an achievement as to spend that amount of time with someone and not kill them is pretty impressive. Also he is actually me, we have so so so much in common its actually crazy, HE EVEN LIKES SARDINES!! hahaha

But the downside to this amazing love story is he is moving to Egypt. I think when he told me I was just so shocked I was a bit rude and didn't really let him know how I felt about it. The truth was I was heartbroken, I couldn't believe that I'd found this amazing guy who I couldn't find fault with and he was leaving me to some far away country with pyramids and 7 wives!! However, after spending more time with him I realised that me and him may actually have a future together at some point in our lives, we both want to give this a go at some point, and I think its fair to say we've both been blown away by how we feel for each other.

I just hope he knows that 'he makes me happy in my heart' and I wouldn't change anything about him, he has truly swept me off my feet and I hope that something happens with us because we look and are so so amazing together!

Soo, this is probably enough of my soppy talking for one night, but I will be posting again soon with some of the things I've drawn and made in the past few years.

Loveeee <3 x <3 x x <3 x <3 x <3

P.S I dislike Egypt.

1 comment:

  1. Those ten days are just the start of it darling! They're the foundations of something beautiful, I don't care what anyone says, thinks or whatever. If anyone doubts us, we can prove them wrong and prove ourselves right. That'd give me more pleasure :) No matter how far away I am, always remember where you'll be, in my heart, well both of them for that matter.
    I know it won't be easy but I know we can do it, I'm sure of it! There's so much chemistry between us, it's hard to ignore and with all the similarities how can we pass this opportunity up.
    Just keep on smiling darling cos you look so pretty when you do, even more so when you're in my Liverpool top! I'm gunna miss you darling, no doubt about that but I will be back, it's not forever.

    Just remember to keep your eyes on the end of the tunnel where the light is, that's where the prize is. We'll get there if we really want too.

    7 x x x x x x x